Wednesday, March 4, 2009
TROUBLE...i mean DEEP TROUBLE...THE WORST OF ALL, MAN!!
guess wad? tmr, im e IC...of course my cca la..dumbo..well i know sort of e "somewhat" expected performance..but still..it does not look right..
Im totally not e right person...D-U-H
ok..i m gonna be very RELAXED..oh no!! the problem is that i CANT..that is my ATTITUDE..
change it or leave it?
I decide to change..well, i need to really do a gd job..yes..that's SIVA!! no..that's NOT!!! ok fine. CHEER UP N GET GOING.. i really dunno wad im gonna face tmr..i cant take it man!!
wad if..all my commands are like wrong? or wad if i dunno which direction to turn? wad if..i suddenly laugh? wad if i presume e Ma'ams's gesture to scorn mine? what if i juz mess up everything ah? or wad if I DUNNO.."something" happens UNEXPECTEDLY?
ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!(BELLOWS)
fine..im gonna be +ve..c'm tat's me!! erm..wad if i do everything perfectly..yesh..tat's lame..wad if i become very serious...ahhhh...that's impossible..wad if the Ma'ams act plesantly towards me...haha..thats not in my hands..wad if..i transform in2 a perfectionist who is perfectly immaculate n flawless....ahem ahem...DUMB..does not make sense..
okokokok..tell u wad..i will not engorge myself with too many things..but PERHAPS..what i do may not SEEM what things appear like..so yeah..i will do it..
byeez..
11:22 PM
